Welcome to the planet.
Welcome to existence.
Everyone's here, Everyone's here.
Everybody's watching you now.
Everybody waits for you now.
What happens next, what happens next?

Welcome to the fall out.
Welcome to resistance.
The tension is here, the tension is here,
Between who you are, and who you could be,
Between how it is, and how it should be.

Maybe redemption has stories to tell.
Maybe forgiveness is right where you fell.
Where can you run to escape from yourself,
Where you gonna go, where you gonna go?
Salvation is here.

I Dare you to move.
I Dare you to move.
I Dare you to lift yourself up off the floor.
I Dare you to move.
I Dare you to move.
Like today never happened
Today never happened before.

- dare you to move.

hey,
so... here's what i've been up to:
1. I'VE BEEN GYMING! (always there, every single session... impressive huh.)
2. School this week, during my hols... tuition every single day!
3. Money not enough 2 was really funny. (watched it today.)
4. I really didn't know where ching mai was! but now i do... (Thailand!)
5. Arcade was really fun yesterday! (ddr, para para, air hockey and basketball!)
6. Hong Kong Cafe, a bit over priced but it was cool... (apart from the part where i dropped the pile of plates!) and over ordered... I'M STICKING TO DIM SUM NEXT TIME.
7. I've been eating all 3 meals and snacks since friday! (I'M GOING TO RUN TMR!)
8. Music night... MY PAPER FLEW OFF!
    Erica was really good.
    OUR PERFORMANCE WAS REALLY LAST MINUTE... i started to improvice on monday, just 3 days before.
    I didn't know how the song went... i only knew like 3 words of it.
    Harmonizing was cool in the end.
9. Someone is away for a week!

Shoutouts:
1. I miss a special someone... AND NO RECEPTION OR CREDIT JUST MAKES ME MISS YOU SO BAD!
2. Pris and Jov... you can come another day! (and play to your hearts content...)
3. Cassie, no i wasn't angry at you today.
4. I have a new found talent... HANDICRAFT!
5. Faris, i know i haven't been replying you a lot. REALLY BUSY!
6. Thanks aaron for the 40 dollars...
7. Andrew, you're being missed too my dopey bestfriend! (haha, still not as much as my special someone though.)
8. Max, thank you for your souviners... (runaway!)

Thoughts:
1. I need to restart my one tree hill watching.
2. GOSSIP GIRL IS SO GOOD! (blaire and chuck!)
3. Prata everyday... (what am i thinking!)

To edmund: (for sharing how he and chuck are alike...)
I found your solution! (next time, you can say this...)
Sometimes, i wish you would pay more attention
to my favourite songs, cos' the lyrics they sing are
THE WORDS I'M TOO SCARED TO SAY.

ok, done...

Pictures:


haha, hanging upside down!


jess and i.


jess, ben, erica and i.


everyone!


qq, erica, jess and i.


erica and i.



haha... muscles are looking good!


when you don't have a hairdryer...
use a hand-dryer!


qq's new hang out!


haha... 6rose, 2004!


haha, notice how I'M STILL THE TALLEST!

Photoblog:

haha, DAVID! haha... you smiling yet?


Everyday, people look at me
and they see someone strong.
But say his name to me,
and you'll find out that
strength is an illusion...


Should i tell you how much i think about you,
and how much it lightens up my day...
I can't even put into words,
the way i feel about you.
I love you.


CASSIE AND JESSICA! how cliche!


haha, this is one crazy shelve...
Hazel, it doesn't happen to be yours right?


Lorraine, i found your bottle...


Lorraine, i found your car...


Josh, remember that day at Caleb's party!


haha, bling bling!


Even if i said i didn't care a million time over again,
you'd know that i still do. I love you.


HAHA, shoes... what we were discussing in chinese class!


not a very nice picture of a dog...


Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and
laughing and laughing again
Well it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again


7 days away from you, without hearing your voice makes me miss you so much.


I want to be the girl he gives his hoodie to wear,
and cuddles up next to you when it's cold.
The one who will come up behind me,
and wraps his arounds around my waist.
The one that catches me off guard
and whispers; you are beautiful.
I want to be the girl he is scared to lose.
The one where he can't walk away from
knowing she is mad at him.
The one who can't fall asleep without
her voice being the last one he hears...


haha, sufer boys!


What a great phrase right!


Does this picture remind you of the twins we have in school...


She's starting young!


I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow,
not someday... right now- at this very moment.
I realised something; I need you, I trust you,
I admire you, I want you. We can argue, but talk it out,
and nothing in this world can change the fact;
that you'll be in my heart forever.

basically... this week was ok.
friday was really cool. apart from that it was normal.
haha, someone wanted me to do 2 quizzes so here they are:

random questions:
Do you wake up cranky?
it depends, most of the time, nope.

Would you curse in front of your parents?
haha, definately not.

If a fairy godmother comes into your life, you'd...?
ask her to stay!

What is your current annoyance?
lots of things... but studying is a pain in the ass.

Do you like drama?
haha, gossip girl drama yes... school drama, no.

Last time you were on a boat and where?:
coach powerboat, in singapore.

Do you take daily vitamins or medications?:
not vitamins, meds... yepps, (turbuhaler!)

Where is your computer located?
next to my desk?

What was the last item you bought?:
haha, bras.

What country has the best food?:
italy!

Last time you used a coin?:
just now, went grocery shopping!

Are you afraid of roller coasters?:
nope.

If your best friend told you they were moving, you?:
my jaw will drop and it'll take a while to wrap my head over that matter.

Would you rather go to a party or out of town?:
it depends... i'd go to whichever so long as SOMEONE is there.

Apple Bottom Jeans or Hollister gift card?:
can i have ralph lauren?

Say a random word?:
hey.

Do you wear anything with skulls?:
nope.

What age do you want to be married?:
haha, that's for him to know and for everyone else to find out!

Where and when did you last go on vacation?:
tioman, malaysia... july.

Where is your mom right now?:
her room?

What are you supposed to be doing right now?:
nothing acutally.

What is your 5 year plan?:
to do well in school and get into a really good uni.

What is your 10 year plan?:
earn big bucks!

Are you slowly drifting away from someone close?:
yes... andrew, i haven't talked to you in a week... (yesterday did not count.)

When was the last time you felt unbearably guilty?
a few weeks ago.

How is life going for you right now?
it's ok... got a lot to complete though.

When was the last time you held someone’s hand?
two days ago... and 12pm mass in church.

Who can you tell everything to?
david.

Who was the last person you talked to on messanger?
tiara.

Last words you spoke?
welcome to beijing. (was singing the theme song.)

Lipsmackers or YSL gloss?
Definately lipsmackers! (it has a nice smell!)

What is the next concert you're going to?
i dunno.

Can you play guitar hero?
of course. haha, ask benji or cassie.

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
somewhere in between?

Is any part of your body sore?
yes! thighs, arms! (and i got gym tmr!)

Who was your last text from?
david.

What is the last movie you watched in theaters?
the mummy.

What do you currently hear right now?
the beijing theme song you and me.

Coach Purse or NFL game tickets?
can i get chanel?

Do fish have feelings?
i dunno. will ask my fishes later if i go downstairs.

How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids?
haha, for me and him to know and you to find out.

Would you rather watch football or baseball?
neither! (but if i had no choice, football...)

Missing someone right now?
of course.

What's the strangest fact about you?
i dunno.

Do you feel like dancing?
no, i feel like grinding.

How much money do you have on you?
HAHA, THAT'S FOR ME TO KNOW!

Do you sleep naked?
nope.

Is there someone on your mind that shouldn't be?
nope.

Do you burn easily in the sun?
nope.

Do you speak another language other than English?
yes, mandarin and gibberish.

What made you happy today?
seeing him.

Who were the last people you ate lunch with?
yap and my family.

Where did your last hug take place?
park.

Did you cry today?
nope.

Plans for today?
talk on the phone then sleep.

Who do you love more than anything?
haha, ASK ME SOMEPLACE ELSE.

Are you where you thought you would be at this point in your life?
kinda, not really?

What's your ideal career?
doctor!

Are you happy with the choices you've made?
i'm ok with them. most are mandatory.

childhood...
Kindergarten
Do you remember your teachers name? yes, miss teo.
Did you go half day or full day? half day.
Do you remember your best friend from kindergarten? nope.

1st Grade
Did you have nap time or a milk break? break... had soft drinks and junk food. (from the seaweed stall!)
What was your favorite subject in 1st grade? english.
Did you pass around cupcakes on your birthday? no, we had cake.
Did you have the same best friend as kindergarten? nope.


2nd Grade
What was your teachers name? mrs toh, i can't rememeber the rest.
Did you like a boy/girl or did you think the had cooties? i played with them in the park... didn't think much of them.
Did you eat the school lunch or bring your own? buy your own?
What was your schools name...did you have a school song? chij, toa payoh. yes. forward chij...

3rd Grade
Who was your best friend in 3rd grade? renee choo.
Was it the same as 2nd grade? nope, pri 2 was tiara and anne.
What grades did this school go up to? 6.
Was this the same school as k-2nd ? no.
What do you remember the most about 3rd grade? i liked westlife.
What was your favorite subject? english.

4th Grade
Did you learn about the birds and the bees in this grade? yes.
What was your teachers name? i can't remember.
What did you do during lunch break? eat then run around.
What project do you remember doing in this grade? english.

5th Grade
What activities did you do outside of school? sailing.
Did you have a crush on anybody or have a boyfriend/girlfriend? towards the end of the year, yes.
Who was your best friend? samantha tan.
Did you still hand out cupcakes on your birthday? no wayy, we went out.

6th Grade
Did you go to school dances? we didn't have them.
Did you have to change your clothes during gym? yes.
Did you switch classes? nope.
What was your favorite subject? english.




When they ask me what I liked best, I'll tell them it was you.


how nice! haha.


chuck!


You will always be inside my heart. I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one


the best things in life, are worth waiting for, fighting for,
believing in, & just never letting go


to cassie:
people who are meant to be together always find their way in the end.


haha, try and try and try.


If I could sleep
I would be dreaming
Of the sweetness of your kiss

hey,
it's been ages since i last updated! (nearly 2 months!)
anyways, i'm back in school... studying, studying and studying!
so here's a short update cos' i can't possibly update and recount every single day.

firstly, school's been ok... had a few situations here and there, but i'm glad most of it is resolved now.
secondly: school's really strict and quite unreasonable... there's like no room for mistakes in a way... which is really difficult cos' we are all human so to err is natural. (plus my previous school definately had a more difficult time cos' we had boarding but it was free(er) and we had more lee-way.)
thirdly, i miss sailing! i miss the sea cos' it's so quiet and vast... so un-congested and big.
fourthly: can't wait till' exams are over... (but as for now, it's tuition, school, textbooks, worksheets, paper after paper!)
fifth, 2 more months till exams, 1 more month till' my study break.
six... gym tmr! (with julian... not really looking forward to it.)
seven: my ankle is  better but i still can't run. (and i'm getting bored.)
eight, i prayed for you today in bible class.
nine... my ears are pierced and i can tie my hair! (i know, it's a big big big big, huge change!)
ten, need to be on top of my work so i'll feel accomplished and definately be allowed to go out...

ok, that's for a quick update. now for the photoblog.


YOU AND I GO TOGETHER LIKE THIS AND THAT!


baby! remind you of something?


i like this picture.


faster already!


i need to learn how to surf! ride the waves like i just don't care and have the time of my life!


see, i can't wait for the holidays! i'm gonna be the first on the beach, with the sun in my hair, the sand on my toes and the waves lapping onto the sand!


still trying to emphasise my point! beach, getaway, can't it come any faster.


there's a wild side to every innocent face.


hot, hot hot!


Things you should know about a Girl:
One. Drama is always happening.
Two. All most popular girl has a unique handwriting.
Three. There's always a third wheel in a group.
Four. We love hugs.
Five. We never date best friends ex's.
Six. We flirt with the hottest guy only cos' it's a dare.
Seven. Lipgloss is like candy.
Eight. Love stories are love.
Nine. Phone calls are always important.
Ten. Hold our hand.


love= the sky, sea and sand!


truth or dare...
truth: tell me how you feel...
dare: prove it!


your eyes so happy open, your smile so happy, your heart so in love.


i'm not a bitch... i just have low bullshit tolarance.


what comes before part b? PARTYY!


the perfect scene on the waters edge!


we can sit together and forget about time... i'm here with you and that's all that matters.


haha, she's not cut out to be a doctor... haha, his heart is wayy on top!


how do you spel love, piglet asked pooh,
i don't have to spell it said pooh, i just feel it. (dave, that sound familiar... or at least the characters!)


if i could tell you one thing,
it would be that i love hearing your voice.
or that your smile just blows me away.
and how these 2 simple things happens to brighten my entire day.


and when the rest of the world walks out, i'll still be here... i promise.


And I let him kiss me that night, with the stars gazing down at us and the cold wind brushing our faces. I let the rain soak in my clothes and my hair, because he was all I wanted


running in the sand! how tiring but sweet.


you know you're in love when you wanna tell everyone bout' it... even when they havent' asked.


i was leaning on you, lacing both our hands when i made up my mind that i wasn't going to give up on you.


His hello was the end of her endings,
Her laugh was their first step down the aisle.
His hand would be hers to hold forever,
His forever was as simple as her smile.
He said she was what was missing,
She said instantly she knew.
She was a question to be answered,
& his answer was I do.


love, it's a short word, easy to spell, difficult to define and impossible to live without.


so let's flip a coin...
heads you're mine... tails, i'm yours.


you leaned in and asked me, if you could take me anywhere, where would it be? if i recall, i wrapped your arms around me and whispered... "right here."


i don't want my chi hua hua anymore.

this will be our tiger!


i love the way my finger just fall into yours.
i love how your taste still lingers on my lips, after that special goodnight kiss.
i love how whenever i go to call someone, i automatically dial your number.
i love how you look at me with your gorgeous eyes and then smile your sweet smile.
i love how you hug me, with the intention of never letting go.


smile!


just so you know, the only thing i really want is to see him again,
you know... hear him sing off key,
watch him roll his eyes at me when i steal a french fries off his plate.
i guess what i'm trying to say is i'm crazy for him.


don't tell me that the sky is the limit when there are footsteps on the moon!


i asked for a rose, you gave me a dozen
i asked for your hand, you gave me your heart
i asked for friendship, you gave me love
i asked for a chance, you gave me eternity.


I touch your arm..
smile and look straight in your eyes
I promise you
you're all I think about.


so smooth.


can't wait to do this too!


i like this picture! should change my wallpaper for my laptop!





nice montage!


waiting, staring, hoping.

hey,
it's been damn long since i last updated (thank you, i am aware!)... and i can't remember what i've done (like every single detail) so i shall start from last sat!

Sat,
Tuition in the morning.
Lunch! (subway...)
NSC! (frist thing when i see my coach is: how is your hand, better? good! now you can go to the gym...)
Trng was really good! (we didn't fight or disagree!)
I enjoyed myself... and coach was taking video. (i saw some of the things that i usually do, but i never actually took notice of it before.)
Daniella sang: JohnJacobJingleHeinessSmith... (in my interpretation: JonJakobJingleHighnessSmith!)
Then we moved on to disney songs! (tarzan! lion king...)
but we managed to pace with jov so it was a good experience.
Dinner at Dempsey... the mexican place (i think.) then ben and jerry's.. but i didn't eat anything there.

Sun,
Church!
Breakfast at the airport!
Home to pack/ change.
Lunch, subway agan.
NSC! (coach told us NOT to rigg up and if we went out, we would have a short session.)
Came back on time. (felt the session was ok.) We did sailing without rudder again.
Pick up bro from soccer practice.
Dinner!

Monday!
Bro's first day!
Had P.E! (this is what happened!)

IT WAS MY FIRST DAY BACK AT P.E. AND I WAS INTENDING TO START WITH A HIGH INTENSTITY DAY THEN RUN EVERYDAY DURING THE HOLS... but that won't be happening!

SCENERIO:
Grace doesn't catch the ball...
I run to get it before it goes out of the court.
Caleb shouts: LEAVE IT!
I listen to him.
Ball rolls out...
I run to get it.
Put my right foot forward into the grassy area...
I hear a snap/crack immediately fom my ankle area!
Screm that i heard a snap and FEEL THE PAIN...
Ankle swells and i know something is wrong.
OFFICE, GO DOCTOR...
Get xray.
Find out that bone crack will heal.
Leave it for 5 days, then go for follow up.

go back to school...
Go home...
Have dinner with Cassie and David.
Watch the drama show.
Go home.

Tuesday,
Cassie/ Daniel/ David (my rescue team) help me carry my things.
Have a pretty  normal day in school... EXCEPT FOR THE SIMPLE FACT THAT I TAKE A VERY LONG TIME TO GET FROM ONE PLACE TO ANOTHER.
Watched Phantom of the opera during music lesson.
Cassie/ Daniel/ David and I go to my place to chill till' the Cultural concert.
Edmund drops by and Daniel leaves.
Head on to school.
Watch the show.
GO home.

Wednesday,
MY RESCUE TEAM HELPS ME ONCE AGAIN.
Tutor Group! (so no hobbling to the hall and back to class!)
Watched Crouching Tiger, Hidden Dragon in chinese lesson.
Didn't go home cos' we had choir practice!
Went to Novena for dinner. (Keasberry, Josh, Daniel, Cassie and I.)
Sang a few songs.
Went home with 2 trays of cupcakes that LORRINE KOH BAKED FOR CHARITY!
Talked on the phone... (in depth talk!)

Thursday,
Didn't do much...
Watched the flim richard the third in english.
Went to the museum near marina for chinese.
SAT IN A WHEELCHAIR! (edmund pushed me around.)
Thank you... but you were crazy EDMUND YEUNG!
Some girls were staring at edmund... as though he was "very hot"...
Anyways, erica and i used to handicap lift and we got stuck for 40 mins!
1: Erica Loh kept pressing and letting go of the ascend button.
2: Edmund Yeung opened the door before we came up.
It was ok for me, but erica had to like stand up!
We talked for a while.
Went to have lunch. Chinese teacher paid.
Took a cab back. (Mercedes.)
Went to maths, but we had 15 mins left, so we went to the library.
Went to Edmunds' house...
Chilled and took a bath.
Went back to school for the concert. (ROCK CONCERT!)
Went home.

Friday,
RESCUE TEAM ONCE AGAIN!
Classes were normal.
Played pictionary for english and chinese lesson.
Had school auction... I got the school jacket and thumbdrive.
Went to the docs again.
MRI scan! (bloody thing so damn noisy and i had to keep still for like 30-40 mins.)
ANKLE LEGAMENT TORN... (but not necessary to put a screw in AND INSTEAD OF 4 MONTHS OUTOFACTION... I'M 2MONTHS OUT OF ACTION, BUT I NEED TO GO FOR A LOT OF PHYSIO.)
Got a brace... cos' i didn't want a cast. (they're itchy and smelly!)
Dinner at home.
David came over to say hi. (and collect his "thumbdrive"...)
HE DYED HIS HAIR, red/orange... like right in the middle, mohawk style!
AND HE'S LEAVING FOR THE STATES AND ALASKA TOMORROW MORN!

RANDOM FACT!
I TAKE 30MINS EVERY MORN JUST TO SHOWER AND CHANGE!
I TAKE 10 MINS TO ICE MY LEG IN THE MORN AND NIGHT!
MY ARMPITS ARE SORE!
MY RIGHT WRIST (THE ONE I INJURED) HURTS.
MY RIGHT THUMB HURTS.
MY ARMS ACHE!
ALL FROM USING STUPID CRUTCHES!